The First Night

Alone… Thinking of that word today I can still remember how I felt. Alone…. Just an empty hollow shell where my heart and soul used to be. I couldn’t think about my daughter and the fact I was breaking her heart and stealing her innocence. I couldn’t think of my mother and all of her sleepless nights she had already lied awake worrying about me. I knew my sleepless nights were coming. I knew the sickness was going to take over and the only thing I could think of was getting another fix even though I knew I had finally ruined my life and this time for good….

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